HEY PEEPS!:D
im not sad anymore! ive thought it through!:D
though im still sick hahaha:)

i realised that it doesnt matter how people look at me, the important thing is to be myself.
HAHA it sounds cliche doesnt it? but now ive finally understood the meaning of it!:D
YES RACHEL IS SMART!
see what matters is what you really are.
and to take things in your stride, to open your heart to accept things dont be so sensitive and petty!
you'll be a happier person!
even if you're lonely,
it doesnt matter, because you know there's someoe out there you can trust and is truly a friend.
:D

ive become optimistic in the hour!:D
and ive decided to get over everything in the future!
yes!:D

AND OMG I LOVE NEKO NO ONGAESHI!:D (the cat returns)
THE ANIME IS JUST SO NICE
and i love the theme song: KAZE NI NARU!^^ (means to BECOME THE WIND)
it is really so uplifting!:D
i watched it 3 times already! two times in the morning one during lunch
i love this line in the song:

君のためきなんて　春風に換えてやる！
IT MEANS : i'll change your sighs and make it the spring breeze!

i can understand this song:D
AND THEN when i read online about this movie,
i saw there's alot of people too who have watched it and loved it many times over! <3

THEN PEOPLE ARE SO SMART they can see parallels between [the cat returns] movie and [whisper of the heart] which i like UBER UBER LOTS TOO!:D =D yay!:D the reviews are very very very very smart.
there's parallels between the baron, reneldo/renaldo moon (muta), and the magical places and much more! omg this is really cool maybe i shouldnt quit alit. i think alit is cool. and it is really very interesting.

whisper of the heart made me LOVE violins and think violins are cool and make me want to learn how to play a violin.
the cat returns made me see cats in a different way (really!) and the previous me who hated cats like shit now think that they are kinda cool! KAKOII!:D

OKAY BE OPTIMISTIC.
AND SHOO FEVER!
AND REMEBER EVERYONE IS SPECIAL AND UNIQUE!
DONT LOOK DONT ON ANYONE ELSE OR BE JEALOUS OR ANYTHING!:D
ive realised the true meaning today.
:D

SUP<33333333333333333333333
(and ive treasured bigplan and the person to do with it even more =D)
(right nylsej? xD)